Out To Eat

I can't really help talking about my stroke it's really all I have these days. Today we went out to eat like in a Saturday fashion and I pretty much lost it. Not like in a mental type way but still. It seems my brain only works in one way, thats is it has to concentrate to get there, where as a normal brain can go on autopilot from time to time.

Whats that mean?

I heard everything, and yet nothing at all. My hand gave out on me too about 1/2 way through dinner. So all in all, even though I think I could go back to work, I need to wait at least a bit longer.